A tear filled prayer


Oh Lord oh Lord 
I cry from the depths of my being, 
A full, deep, hollowing pain. 
Oh Lord how my soul hurts 

I weep. 
I weep at the sadness and depression that overtook another life. 
I weep for the pain and despair that must have been felt. 
I weep. 

Suicide took a 16 year old girl last week.
Lies prevailed. 
Shock has left its origin and began to ripple about our town. 
And we cry out,

“Oh Lord, be near in the darkness. 
Be our anchor in this wind. 
Teach us that beauty will rise from ashes. 

For you are the only comfort this world has to offer. 
You are the hope that is unseen. 
You wrote the end of the story. 

So Jesus, please be near in the wake of this incomprehensible trauma. 
Cover your world in peace. 
And write your story across our very beings.’

Amen.  

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  1. Oh Elissa... so much emotion wells up within me as I read this lovely prayer. <333

    Danielle | ellielissa.blogspot.com

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  2. Oh, I'm so sorry for you and everyone else who feels the loss. It's heartbreaking to think that a precious soul has been driven to the point of taking their life. It overwhelms me when I think about it, and it must be so much harder when you have a face, a name, a personality, to go with it. But thank you for this prayer. Truly, Jesus is the only way we can have hope. xx

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    1. Thanks Jessica <3
      And it is truly heartbreaking, isn't it? But, yes, Jesus is our hope, our identity, our salvation <3

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  3. I’m so sorry for you and your community. A similar thing happened about a year and a half ago in our town, and I know what you’re feeling. It’s good that you’re relying on God to get you through. I’m praying for you all.

    Beautiful prayer. It sums up everything about that situation well.

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    1. Thanks Nicole <3 I'm so sorry that your community experienced a similar thing- a sad thing to experience.

      And I so appreciate your kind words- thankful for your prayers!
      xoxox

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  4. Oh Elissa, I am so sorry. Praying for you. <3

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  5. This prayer will be in my prayers. Times like these are always heavy weighted. But this prayer is beautiful.

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